Date On Earth

I Told Ya !

2012-02-06T03:00:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I told you to not make a move !

Don't you know that every time you make a move

You'll fail !

Yes I do feel stupid

Smile

Memories

2012-02-05T02:20:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Like I told you before that I felt nervous to attend my friend's wedding. As I will meet my old school friends and I can surely guess what are our topics on this merrier day. Today is a happy day and today bring up the old memories so damn much.

Poor me and my friends. Because we've met someone that remind us to our love story. Yes I still miss him. Try to get rid out of him from my heart. But I fail. We fail. And now his brother add me again in Facebook. Should I add him back ? Ego.

Wedding

2012-02-04T01:46:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I'll attend my friend's wedding this day

She is my classmate and we're at the same age

At the same time

There're also will be a reunion

Gathering the schoolmates

My heart want him to be there

My brain told me don't waste time

Let it be

Don't Hate Me

2012-02-02T01:11:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

From his behavior

I know that he doesn't hate me

Maybe it will take some time

To be close like before

After a couple meeting

I'm quite sure that he doesn't hate me

Alhamdulillah

We are still friend right ?

InsyaAllah

Wrong Person

2012-01-21T01:52:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I'm sick of this

Every time when I'm attract to someone

I always pick the wrong person

A person that unavailable

Sigh

No more after this !

Please

(>.<)

2012-01-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Today

I try to not communicate with him

Even for an eyes contact

But of course it won't happen

No matter what

I have to communicate with him

That's why I feel damn

I'm sorry for stalking you

She is My Friend

2012-01-16T02:14:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

She is my friend

A very good friend

But I heard people talking bad about her

Still she doesn't doing any bad thing to me

I decide to believe her bright side

And put aside the dark side

Even Allah is mercy

Why not human ?

Keep Holding On

2012-01-14T21:34:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

You know what ?

I have this strange feeling but I don't want to believe this feeling

Because I'm afraid that I will hurt because of this feeling

But this feeling is not wrong

Not wrong at all

I'm not guilty too

Because Allah is the one who give me this feeling

I believe that Allah creating a good plan for me

Allah will manage my life

So I don't need to worry right ?

Maybe I should continue with this feeling

May Allah bless us

Amin

(^_^)

Attract Love Adore or Like ?

2011-12-26T12:06:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Is it love or like?

Or you just the person that grab my attention

Is it attract or love?

Or you just the person that I adore

Of course

Replace someone that have gone with someone better

Is a good one

But I admit that I'm not qualify for him

Still, I'll keep praying

So maybe someday I'll get the chance

To be in his heart

But of course, I'll keep dreaming too

You

2011-12-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Happy Birthday !

Kinda miss you friend

Huh !

Chasing

2011-11-28T00:28:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Notes : Sometimes, chasing is not worth

Serve Me Right

2011-11-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Maybe I'm annoying person

That's why they didn't like me

Maybe I'm not the same level as well as them

That's why it didn't last long

Maybe I deserve this

That's why they leave me

It's hurt.

Yes it really does

For whatever it is

I'm really apologize

First Tag

2011-11-03T19:03:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

This is the first 'tag entry' in this blog. Thanks to Mrs Syafareena for tagging me. First, lets read the rules :

- Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their jurnal.
- Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and create eleven new questions for the people you tagged to answer
- You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them to the post.
-Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her
- No tags back
- No stuff in the tagging section about you and tagged if you are reading this, You legminately (aka really,trust with all honestly) have to tag 11 people

My responses

11 things about me :

Stubborn

Cute

Single

Love debate family

Eldest children

Short

Love pink, red and maroon

Johorian

Australian-to-be (InsyaAllah)

Born on 1991

Sweet 20

Question and answer :

1. Kenapa memilih blog untuk menulis

Because it's fun and readable to everyone

2. Rasa-rasa saya ni cute tak?

Cute and that's why you also have cute baby (^_^)

3. Pendapat tentang kahwin awal

It's good and a must to someone that affordable and mature to manage a family. Marriage is about responsible. Early marriage is fine as long as you know how to deal with it.

4. Perlu ke nak ada ramai follower kalau update blog setahun sekali

No need.

5. Korang nak kawen bila

When I'm about 22-28 years old. I didn't wanna marry late because it will affect the reproductive system and the probability to get special child is high.

6. Ada anak nak namakan apa ?

I like a few name like Fakharuddin, Maisarah etc. But I would like to put a single name to my children. Simple.

7. Apa beza blogspot dengan tumblr

As far as I know tumblr is for picture blogging.

8. Perlu ke malu naik bas ?

Absolutely no !

9. Malu ke pakai baju beli kat plaza GM ?

Where's Plaza GM ? Huhu

10. Nama paling keji orang pernah panggil

Didn't have it

11. Jenama kasut kegemaran

None. I wear the one that comfortable.

To Mrs Syafareena, thanks for tagged me. But I didn't make the 11 question k. I didn't have many followers. But many thanks to you for making my day (^_^)

International University

2011-11-01T10:57:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I want to study somewhere out of Malaysia,

If I have to studying the same course.

I also didn't have enough confident,

to take TESL.

I've plan to build a child center,

with my partner or family.

I'm getting here.

In process.

Do wish me luck !

Boiling point to cooling down process

2011-10-27T09:37:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

There is one situation when you feel something about someone. It's not hate but a little bit annoying. You try to dismissed the feeling every time he or she doing it without notice by them self. The problem is when you can't take it anymore. It's the time when you reach the boiling point.

Therefore, it takes time to cooling down. Slowly but you don't know until when. Maybe it'll took longer than you thought. This situation occur to someone who love to take care others heart while put away their own heart because they care about that person.

You know you suppose to talk to them with a nice way but your voice is little and they wouldn't hear you. It did happen more than twice. As usual, you know they all didn't notice what they do but you still want to keep it in your heart until it burst.

Conclusion, you'll need a little space and avoid them. It's not because of hate, but to make your heart strong to face them one day. So, please understand because the time will come. Sorry.

Dandelion

2011-10-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Dandelion is a flower and it's spread by wind

There're many goodness comes from Dandelion [CLICK]

This flower is quite pretty because it's simple

It'll become yellow when it mature enough

I found this picture with a quote saying

' I still make wishes on Dandelion'

Dandelion symbolize love confession

It 's also a symbol for happiness

Relaxing

2011-10-16T09:16:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Since I already free without classes

I gotta chance to relax by watching drama online

Listening to music, going in and out

Lonely but good although sometimes it's boring

I'm just enjoying it while I can !

(^_^)

Speaking Test

2011-10-14T01:46:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

As you all know, I repeat my MUET this semester [CLICK]. Why? Because I didn't satisfy with my result. So today the first test begin.

This time the question quite easy than last semester. I take it at my old high school SMK Buloh Kasap. Same group with my sis friend and my schoolmate.

This time I gain more confident

I hope that I'll will gotta high mark too !

InsyaAllah

Take Care

2011-10-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I've just got a text message. From the one who I used to care. A tragedy happen to him and he thought that maybe the tragedy happen because he always hurt me. That's old story dude. I didn't even pray for your bad.

To him, I'll pray for his healthy. Take a good care. There's nothing to worry about me. I'm a strong girl. You already know that.

Dream High

2011-08-29T09:14:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum & Salam Aidilfitri

Based on this drama

I can can conclude that

To fly high

We need a big and strong wings

But we also must prepare a safety net

Just in case if we fall

We will less hurt

So lets fly high to achieve our dreams

Lets dream high !

(^_^)

Third Stage

2011-08-25T13:32:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

After finishing all the assignments

It's time to hand in to the lecturer

And going back home for Eid

(^_^)

Second Stage

2011-08-17T12:23:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

After gather all the information that I need

I've start typing my assignment

The more page is better

5 page is done

5 days left

Gambate !

-smile-

First Stage

2011-08-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

When doing an assignment

The first stage is finding the information

As much as I could

6 days left

(^_^)

Dear Ghazalie

2011-08-16T09:52:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

This kid is from Sandakan, Sabah

But he haven't going home since the past four years

Gratefully, this upcoming 19th August he'll go back there

Congratulations dear friends !

Enjoy your Eid there

And please

Don't forget my souvenir !

(^_~)

Weight

2011-08-15T18:50:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I wonder if I manage to reduce my weight this Ramadhan ?

Hopefully I do so

(-_-)

House

2011-08-13T06:02:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

The old one was build by my grandfather

This are the new one design by Acu (my auntie) and her friends to my lovely grandparents

Alhamdulillah (^_^)

Moment

2011-08-09T05:45:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Whether girls or women

We all love to remember moment

That's why we hard to lose something

Or someone

(^_^)

Cameron Highlands

2011-08-08T06:27:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Year 2009

The last time I went there

With my father's school trip

Really wanna go there again

Take me !

Wordless Wednesday 3

2011-08-03T06:07:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

They're sweet

(^_^)

Quick Update

2011-08-03T05:52:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Lots of things that happen into my life recently and I wrote about it in my first blog. I didn't have much time to always update even I wanna do it. Somehow, life been good. Alhamdulillah. It's already Ramadhan and we all as muslim will fasting and doing lots of Ibadah during this blessed month. About my assignment, it's the time to complete and submit all the assignment. After this, I'll be a little free. Yeah !

Salam Ramadhan

(^_^)

What The Heck ?

2011-07-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I can't help much

Can't say much too

Just doing my own things

What the heck ?

2011-07-18T01:13:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

This is a long entry. Maybe. This past few days, my emotions is in a bad conditions. I also make a few crazy things because of my emotion. Damn. Maybe it's happen because of my work's pressure. Sorry to all my friends because my behavior are also not in a good state.

On Friday, I suddenly make a decision to go back to my hometown. After my friends left the Bilik Persatuan, I suddenly felt very sad and I call my mom. At that time, I decide to go back to Segamat even it is 4 p.m. It isn't my luck, ticket to Segamat is sold out that night. So, I just stay at Ampang and went to hometown on Saturday morning.

Honestly, I do feel pressure. Sorry to all my friends because I don't think this emotional feeling will going well in a short period. To all my debate team, I still wondering whether I'll go to the Perpaduan competition or not. Good Luck to the team !

Listen

2011-07-15T02:18:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I'm a small person,

I'm a slow learner person,

I wish to have a louder voices,

so you can listen to me,

listen means pay attention.

Easy and Fast

2011-07-09T01:22:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

This is a fact

Sometimes we wanna cry

But the tears won't come out

I would like to cry

But I won't let my tears fall for my problems

I rather like it falls because of the sad songs

IDAMAN

2011-07-08T01:55:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

This is my food

Wordless Wednesday 2

2011-07-06T02:22:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Debat Perpaduan 2010

Waiting for a train to send Mohd Ghazalie go back to Tanjong Malim

Staring : Kak Faz, Kak Nad, Kak Aini, Kak Nora, Syam, Musfirah, Ter, Abg Amir, Dean, Azam & Zalie

p/s : This is my 50th entry post in this blog (^_^)

Testing Testing

2011-07-02T02:29:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Giraffe eat leaf

Horse eat grass

The girl plucking some fruit

Rabbit eat carrot

Tips

2011-07-01T19:14:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Tips to learn English

Watching English movies

Listening to English songs

Pay attention is equal to listening

First Time

2011-07-01T14:43:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Before yesterday

I only watch the stall from far

But yesterday

I went to this stall and buy it product

[CLICK]

A combination of Mint Chocolate Chip and Chocolate Almond

With chocolate caramel and M&M candy as topping

This cost RM 14.85

For me, it's worth !

Effort

2011-07-01T00:39:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I already attend my MUET's class at TM town

I'll put all my effort to achieve my target

Thank you Abang Sasi

(^_^)

What Kind Of Fool

2011-06-28T02:37:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I'll write again

PA

2011-06-23T01:29:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

PA stands for Personal Adviser

This semester I gotta chances to meet my PA (at last)

Taking my results slip

And of course take some advises from him

He's nice and give us a warm welcoming

I also speaks simple English with him

(^_^)

Partner

2011-06-22T01:26:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Can anybody?

Be my partner

To speak English

Stay Out and Have Fun

2011-06-17T18:58:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

It's good to stay away from works for couples day

Run away from the boring-ness at college

Find some fun at Ampang

Spend time with my grandparents

And also with my little cousins

Hopefully it'll doing well

(^_^)

Spontaneous Friday

2011-06-17T18:34:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

-Sigh-

Lunar Eclipse

2011-06-16T03:13:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

For the first time

I'm watching the lunar eclipse

Through my windows

Using my own eyes

Subhanallah !

Dinner

2011-06-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I avoid rice in my dinner

Bread and soup

Just enough for me

Trying to reduce my weight

And reduce the usage of money

For now, it works !

(^_^)

Wordless Wednesday

2011-06-15T15:25:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

(^_~)

Choices

2011-06-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Actually, I got 3 choices :

1. TESL

2. Special Education

3. Early Childhood Education

I really wanna kick out the third choices

But that's the only last choices I have

Allah knows better what courses suit me well

So, lets wait and see

Again

2011-06-13T01:09:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

The results somehow's good for someone who doesn't study

Unfortunately, it doesn't enough for me to take degree in TESL

Therefore, I'm gonna register for it

AGAIN

Coffee

2011-06-12T23:53:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Somehow when

I realize that I really love the smells of coffee

Either it is Tiramisu, Mocha or Cappucino

The aroma really kicking me out

I rarely drink it

But when I have one

I'll really enjoying it

Remove

2011-06-12T12:21:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

If only I got a spell to remove you permanently

I'll do it even it's impossible

Because sometimes you even get in my dream

Sigh

Dull Town

2011-06-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Surely, Tg Malim town is really not-so-cool anymore. Maybe it's because of the hot breeze but I think the lacking of students is the biggest factor why it looks so dull.

Just like an old town but not so quiet. Or it's just me who feel the loneliness ? The college and campus are also dull. But there is one thing that I'm really sure.

Tg Malim town looks so alive because of UPSI students

New Air

2011-06-09T02:58:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

There is one time when we need to get out from our habits by changing somethings that we're always do to somethings different. The changes that needs a few elements which are sacrifice, confident, support and a smile. Process of changes comes out slowly so that we can build a concrete changes.

This semester, I would like to be a person who have a strong personal thought but at the same times I would like to respect others opinions. Being in different group (different from the last semester group) to do the assignment really didn't bother me at all. In facts, I'm really enjoying the discussion with them. Hopefully it will lasting until the end.

When we mix with a lots of people from different place and having a different mind, we can learns many new experiences and it will build our knowledge more. Do not be a person who didn't care about outside world because it makes us shallow in lightness. Yes, I would like to use a few of hyperbola words from now on.

New air sure will make me feel excited to work hard. But the most important things are the four elements written above. It will encourage you to do something new with your life. Keep on doing things that will make you feels satisfied and proud with your own efforts !

Simple Plan

2011-05-27T01:01:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Simple Plan is a band from Canada. Their performing a pop punk music genre. [source : wikipedia]

Most of their songs lyrics, is like a shout out from teenage's heart. No wonder, they have a huge large fans from teenager. For now, their song suits me well.

There is something that can't be explain. Would like to but for the good sake, I'll better shout it through songs. May Allah calms my heart before I becomes a cold-hearted-person. InsyaAllah.

Marriage Institution

2011-05-26T18:31:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Kids : Dad, we wanna go to this program bla bla bla bla (details)
Husband : Ask your mom
Wife : Ask your dad

At the end the answer is still the same - NO

...

Husband : It is your fault because you didn't know how to manage kids
Wife : (silent)

While husband out of house

Wife : Your father keep blaming me for all of your negative attitude
Kids : We know that. Do you think we like our father that much ? (monologue)

...

Keep blaming each other. Happy moments comes in a while.

Sometimes, I ~~hate~~ scared of marriage institution

Gathering

2011-05-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Today is such a great day because I've spend my day with my sweetheart Alin and my closest cousin Iwan. Sometimes, all we need is food to release our mind. Wink !

Just simple and weight gain foods such as fries, sausage, chicken popcorn, nugget and chicken marinate. All deep fried frozen food made by Iwan. Thanks to Alin for the cendol. I've only prepare chocolate cakes and orange juice for the guest. Oh, actually my sister bake the cake.

The most important things is we have so much fun and tell stories.

Such a great time :)

What does Korean Drama Affect Me ?

2011-05-19T02:27:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Korean drama will make me :

1. Stay up for the whole night just to finish all the episodes

2. Fall in love with it's heroes

3. Believe that korean man is handsome

4. Daydream about my future husband

5. Smile while watching it and......

6. Remember about my puppy love and that is so make me feel.....

7. Damn foolish !

Done with My Princess !

Why TESL ?

2011-05-15T01:26:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Last entry was about my dream degree course which is TESL. I've promise that I'll write the reasons why am I choosing this course. There are both reasonable and unreasonable reasons in this entry. Wink !

1. I've learn English since I was a fetus. Everyday I'll learn English because my mom teaching English in her class with me in her uterus. I call it attachment between mom and baby.

2. I like to listen to English song since kids. Westlife, BSB and Britney Spears are my favorite artists at that time. So I keep listening to their songs and even remember the songs lyrics.

3. I also like to watch English movies and I can understand the storyline without any subtitles.

4. Based on my English mark in examination, I think I've potential to take this course. I think.

5. I just love to learn English more than other subject in school !

I don't have any concrete reasonable reason. I just know that I want to take this course. May Allah bless my dream. InsyaAllah. Maybe it will change, who knows ?

One of the best songs by Hoobastank

Further Study

2011-05-11T14:25:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

This morning after praying, suddenly I'm thinking about my degree course. Right now, I'm taking a diploma in Early Childhood Education. There are less than a year more to complete my diploma. After that, I want to continue my study in degree and I think I want to change course from Early Childhood Education to TESL (Teaching English as Second Language).

If I take TESL as my degree, my studying period will be 4 years but if I continue with Early Childhood my studying will be short at least for 3 years. I don't care about the period actually because I'm still young. I think I can take the TESL course based on my SPM, diploma and MUET results. Hoping for this dream to be reality InsyaAllah.

Actually I'm getting a little bored with Early Childhood because I think from the first semester, I keep studying the same thing and I'm very sure that this will continue until degree. So, why don't I change my mood to another course ? My diploma still valid even I'm changing my course in degree. I still have time to think about it. But for now, I'm aiming TESL for my degree. Wink ! InsyaAllah.

I'll tell you why I wanna take TESL in my next entry

The Call

2011-05-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hi there. I've be informed that not only me got a fever. My friends also having a fever due to El-Nino phenomenon I think. Please search for it in Google. Wink ! Nah, I give you the link about El-Nino [CLICK]. I've already wrote about El-Nino in my Malay's blog. Do have a visit here [Aku.Tak.Biasa].

I'm a new Celcom customer for about 2 months. 2 days ago I've been reward with 100 minutes free calls and it will be expired in 7 days. So sweet and thank you celcom. The problem is I know who I wanna call but I don't have any interesting topics to talk about.

Thanks Allah it's holidays, so I just call anyone and ask how are they doing. That's all and I have 4 days before this free call expired and terminate. Wanna use my free call ? Haha.

Cute !

Steamed Fish Lemongrass

2011-05-10T14:19:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Last entry, I've shared about Chicken Black Pepper Recipes. Now, I would like to share another simple recipes which is called Steamed Fish Lemongrass. Quite simple ingredients, just put the ingredients and your fish is ready to be steam.

In my case, you will need an onion, garlic, lemongrass, lime, lime leaves and some salt. As usual, slice the onion, garlic and lemongrass. You can use whether a Pomfret (bawal) or Barramundi (siakap) fish. After you rub the fish with salt, you just put all the sliced ingredients, pour some lime juice and put the lime leaves and some butter if you want to. Now, your fish is ready to be steam.

Before steam

Perfect Steamed Fish Lemongrass

Chicken Black Pepper

2011-05-10T00:06:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Suddenly, I feel fun to write in this English blog. Maybe it's because my English mood is coming. I would like to put my homemade recipes in this blog. Today's lunch, I had cooked a dish names Chicken Black Pepper and I would like to share the recipes to you guys out there.

The basic ingredients for the sauces is black pepper of course. You can use a ready-made sauce by Maggi, just pour water. If you use the real black peppers, you have to smash or blend it. Now, slice the onions as much as you want and cut the garlic into dice. You don't need a specific measurements like cake to make dishes.

First, heat up the pan of course and put a little oil (everyone knows how to start a cook lah !). Then, saute the onions, garlic and pour some water. Pour the black pepper too and stir. Lastly, put fried chicken in it. For a few minute, your dishes is done. You can also add some lime leaves or a little of lemon juice. Just follow your tongue ;)

This one was made by me, have a try !

Holiday and Fever

2011-05-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello there. Right now, I've start my holiday. Free from classes and assignments. Just chill out at home doing nothings academic. It's feels good but somehow, I still feel the lacks of enjoyment and excitement. Maybe because I've never go out yet seeing my friends and doing something crazy.

A week at home and accidentally I got a fever. Just nice to get it during my holidays. In fact, this fever comes without a warning. I means it comes suddenly because my body is not sensitive to rains and there's also no one that having flu in my house.

Nah, you know what ? Some of my friends making jokes from my fever. They said that I'm having my fever because I miss my debate family. I do miss them but I don't think that would make me sick ! So far, my fever getting better and Alhamdulillah for sure.

Now, I can do my housewife's job easily without sucking the liquids that wanna comes out from my nose or try not to cough badly because it's tiring me up. Oh, I do miss the busiest moment at campus so much ! It's not that busy because I've friends to hang out and release my mind. Do job and hang out, 2 things at the same time. Just nice !

I'm always thinking what am I gonna cook for lunch ;)

MUET

2011-04-05T01:08:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

MUET stands for Malaysian University English Test. It is usually takes when you are in Form 6, Matriculation or in Diploma program. But in my case, my classmate and I have to take this examination as an individual candidates because our university didn't provide MUET for diploma students yet ( I hope soon they will do ). Therefore, we have to do the process by ourselves.

My purpose to do this second blog is to improve my English as my preparation to take MUET. For your information, there are 4 different skills that need to be test in this examination. There are listening, reading, writing and speaking test. And you know what ? I didn't study yet for this 4 skills ! My speaking test is on 6 April and the rest is on 16 April.

This evening, I've got an English quiz and I only get 13 out of 20. Seriously, I'm disappointed with myself because my mistake is that I confuse where to put the 's' whether in single or plural pronounce. But now I know that I have to put 's' at single pronounce. Such a silly mistakes !

Oh, do wish me luck on my MUET :)

Hostel

2011-04-03T07:06:00.000+08:00

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As a student, we would like to stay in hostel rather at outside ( I think ). There are many advantages staying at college such as the cost is cheaper than outside, don't need to pay bills per month because it's include in the fees, good safety, 1 big room for 2 person and many more.

The story started when the student list come out whether you got the hostel or not. This semester, all students get a surprise when there are so many students that can't stay in hostel for the next semester. Even the boys can't stay in. They are less than 300 that can stay in hostel and I'm in.

The problem is, all my friends don't get the hostel. Meaning that, they have to search a house to rent and this job are really hard to do. Many rent house are full and there's house that far away from hostel and campus but they need to find the cheaper one to save cost. Today, my friends will go to take a look a house at Taman Bernam. Hope they will find a good one.

I will far away from them. Maybe we can't be in the same group again to do the assignment. I will be a litle lonely because staying far from them. I hope that my debate family can stay in hostel. I am not in a good situation so today I would like to get out from Tanjong Malim.

Lost Contact

2011-03-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

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I have told him why am I want to lost contact with him.

I don't want to keep hoping to him.

Then he said that he feels guilty to me.

And I said It's okay.

It's destiny, not because someone fault.

After that we start to contact each other.

And know I' hurt because I'm starting hoping to him.

Damn it.

I shouldn't start to contacting him.

Now I would like to stay away again.

Miserable

2011-03-14T12:35:00.000+08:00

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Right now, I'm losing my spirit on everything.

It fade away slowly and this situation must be stop !

I feel like I'm the one who screw up every good situation.

I feel like I'm not the one for you and you.

I'm not good for anyone. I really love to giving up on everything !

Just wait and see whether I'll take the step or not.

Sixth Sense

2011-03-07T17:08:00.000+08:00

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Generally, human have 5 main senses which is smell, touch, hear, see and taste. But, we also have the sixth sense that not all human realize it existence. We can say that the sixth sense is instinct. Instinct happens between two person who are very close to each other such as mum and her children, husband and wife or between friends.

Instinct is a bonding between heart. Some example, one day a mother felt something wrong when she woke up in the morning. At noon, she got a call from her son telling that he is sick. That is a mother's instinct. We can build this sixth senses by attachment. Attachment is an emotional connection.

As a early childhood students, I learn a lot about attachment between baby and mother, I also learn the techniques to make the attachment so that the mother and the baby will become close to each other until the baby become adult.

Instinct is a special feeling, not all human can feel it. If you got an instinct, you should believe of course not 100% but at least 50% because instinct can become reality sometimes.

Unsatisfied or Dissatisfied ?

2011-03-07T02:22:00.000+08:00

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Unsatisfied refers to the feeling of needing more and can be used with abstract item.

Example : 1) Despite the hearty meal, his hunger remained unsatisfied

2) She has had the bill for three weeks, but it still remain unsatisfied

Dissatisfied applies only to people who are unhappy, frustrated or disappointed with a thing, person or situation.

Example : 1) She was dissatisfied with his response to her question

2) I was dissatisfied with the service that I received at the restaurant

[Source : http://www.dailywritingtips.com/dissatisfied-unsatisfied/]

Can you spot the differences? It's a little bit confuse to understand but if your analysis the example, you can tell the differences. From my perception, in Bahasa Melayu (BM) unsatisfied are ' tidak diselesaikan' or 'tidak dilunaskan'. Something like that. But dissatisfied is the feeling that we call 'tidak puas hati' in BM. Agree? I'm welcoming any opinion from the readers :)

SONG

2011-03-01T10:44:00.001+08:00

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In music, a song is a composition for voice or voices performed by singing. A song may be accompanied by musical instruments or just by a cappella (without music). The lyrics of songs are typically of a poetic or rhyming nature. [source: wikipedia]

We can use the songs as a medium to speak or send a message, to express feeling and to release our mind. I have a man who really like to give me songs instead of speaking and I remember each song that he gave to me. Some songs which is 'when I look into your eyes' by firehouse, 'breathless' by Shayne Ward, 'superhuman' by Chris Brown ft Keri Hilson and many more to mention here.

Songs is powerful. Be careful when you use it as a medium. Different understanding will occur. Think before doing. Here is my first song from him.

No Promises by Shayne Ward

THEM

2011-02-28T02:11:00.000+08:00

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This situation make me feel sad. It don't make me feel burden, but It make me feel afraid if I have to lose one of them or there is a gap between them. I wish that I can turn back time but it's impossible. It's up to them to fix the problem. I should not interfere because I'm afraid that I may make things comes worst.

My job is to pray for their goodness. Deep in my heart is craving for those happy moments that we have been attended. Maybe there is a scars but the scars will go slowly only if you let it to be heal. This situations happen because we love each other and take care about each other. That's why sometimes we feel sensitive for some issues.

I can't do anything. I love all of them. I may not have the same perception with them, but I'm sure that we have gone through so many unforgettable moments together. We have to remember the past before we did something stupid. Remember all the joy to vanish all the bitter moments. Please don't ignore each other. You all may not notice it because you are guys. But my heart as a girl is soft and I feel disappoint. Please. I don't want to be in this sorrow place.

English

2011-02-24T16:31:00.000+08:00

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Last week I went to a meeting that have been host by a new Kelab Debat advisor which is En. Nizamuddin. He told us that when he is angry, he will speak in English. Then now I realize that when I want to write something about my feelings or something that emotional to me, I write it in English.

Let me give you the examples like THIS and THIS. I feel very shame when I read my old entry on my Malay blog. Such an immature girl. But can you see how am I wrote when It's come to the very personal things. Oh, I realize that my sister did the same things to. Sometimes we will speak English. SOMETIMES.

Practice make perfect ! Oh, I miss my family. There are several of my friends that will going to their hometown this Friday night. Jealousy ! I' just a normal girl that love to find friends. Nobody knows what is inside heart right?

My Mind

2011-02-23T02:40:00.000+08:00

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I've got a lot of friends and sometimes I have to choose. Sometimes I just want to be on two place at the same time. I have to choose whether I like it or not. When we want to make a decision, our mind state have to be rational so we don't make a wrong decision.

I'm a easy going person. Means, I don't like something that complex and make me to think hard. That is way I don't like mathematic because I hate to count. You can assume that I'm a quite lazy girl. I'm also not a hardworking girl. I don't try harder to do the best on my job. I'm simple girl and I know that my attitude is sucks for certain people especially people around me.

I'm having a problem to do teamworks because I like to work as an individual but I try to cooperate well with my teammate and I don't think I do it well. Please accept my apologize. I'm simple thinker. Sometimes, I ask myself a question. 'How did I involve with debate with my simple mind?'.

I Love Simple Plan Songs

p/s : Someone told me that my treat is not convenient and not enough for him. Well, I can't satisfied everyone. This is me.

Kayaking

2011-02-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

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Kayak is also known as a canoe is a human small-powered boat that traditionally has a cover deck, one or more cockpits, and each seating have one paddler who strokes a double-blade paddle. Kayaking is the use of a kayak for moving across water. (Source : Wikipedia)

Kayak is heavy so the mens should carry it

For the past few days, my friends and I went to kayaking at Proton City Lake. Yesterday is my second experience doing kayaking at that lake. It is fun for sure. Kayaking is the sport that can give us sweats and we need to use our biceps and triceps more than usual to paddling.

Collaboration is important

This is one way to release tension

So I guess you should try it as a sport and a medium to refresh your mind. Next time, I want to go with my friends and all the debate family because kayaking is so fun !

Stupid

2011-02-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

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Seriously, I feel so stupid because of my feeling. Damn it. But I am still hoping for the things that maybe can not happens. I want to talk to someone but when I talk about it I will cry. I am such a loser. Seriously, I am hurt right now.

Problems

2011-02-10T01:36:00.000+08:00

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Seriously in this past few days, many unexpected things happen to me and it comes all in one time. This week is a hard week for me. A hard week for my heart and feeling. Things that make me realize that I am not what I think. This week is the weeks when I always make tears.

I know there is many ways to solve a problems and the way to solve it are different for each person. Did you know that not all person were able to tell their friend or their trusted person about their problems. I am a girls that talk to the person that I trust when I feel very sad. Thanks everyone.

The conclusions, I have problems right now and this week my tears drops always. But don't worry because my problems would not effect my assignment. I am a strong girl :)

Question Mark

2011-02-07T11:24:00.000+08:00

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We use a question mark in writing when we want to ask a question especially in direct question. For example ' Do U like to eat noodle ? '. The question mark is not used for indirect question such as ' The teacher asked how many of us had pets at home'. ( Sources : Wikipedia and Informatics )

Well, I think everyone know what is the question mark because we always use it in our daily life. We use it in hand writing and type writing whether using the computer keyboard or hand phone keyboard. There is two type of question mark in my point of view. The one is normal and the other is annoying.

The normal one is when we use only one question mark in a question. The annoying one is when you used many question marks in one question. For example ' It is the right place ???'. Many people doing this in message typing or in the chat room. I can conclude that the person who write the annoying question marks is the person that very eager to know the answer of that question. The things will become more annoying when they use it in many questions at the same time.

Jealousy

2011-02-06T10:50:00.000+08:00

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Jealousy is an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values such as a relationship, friendship or love. Jealousy consists of a combination emotions such as anger, sadness and disgust. (source : wikipidea)

I am a student of Early Childhood Education and what I have learn is that emotion appears since baby. It is depends to an individuals to controls their jealousy. Therefore, everyone have that feeling and the things that will differentiate the jealousy is our behavior and how do we deal with that feeling.

I have got a crush since 5 years ago but we have clash about a year ago. But since December 2010 things started to get well with him. I think our relationship status now is complicated. Just set in your mind that we love each other but none of us declare it yet. Meaning ? I am single but my heart is taken. Well, why not you decide it for me. Thanks.

From the time we separate, that is also the time when I have join the debate family. The time when I am not thinking about him because I am keep busying my self with other things. But I admit, I never throw him out from my heart. So, I still love him. And I also love the debate family members. I spend lots of my time with them doing the works, hang out together, went to a tournament and so on. That is why I am so close with them.

You know that my relationship with him start to go well in December last year. Yesterday, I am going hang out with my debate family as usual. I am having a text message with him while I am eating and I told him that I am going out with my debate family so he know that there is the guys that go out supper with me. So he felt jealous until now I think. Actually that is not my problem. I have been hanging out with them since a year ago and you know what ? I like it when he is jealous. Thats mean, he love me.

I heart them so much

Disadvantages For The Earlier

2011-02-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

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I am having a trouble to make a short title using English language. Actually I want to write a story about the disadvantages when I came back early to college. I do not know if this title is suitable for this entry. But, just let it be. Nothing is matter right ? Since I have got back to Tanjong Malim this afternoon, I did not even eat a single rice yet. I am just having the instant noodles for my lunch and dinner. I can see that only 1 restaurant is operating this holiday which is Azizan's Cafe.

The problem is, I am lazy to go down stair to get the food and the percentage of lazy increase when I know that I have to go out alone which I hate this situation so much. Kak Aini and Abg Amir is at Temoh now and I do not know when they will come back. To eat with Syam and Abg Aqwa ? I feel shy when I am with both of them. But I hope tomorrow everything will be doing just fine because Abg Fawiz, Zalie and Din will arrive at college tomorrow. Shura will arrive at sunday but Mila, Eny and An will arrive at Monday morning. Miss them so much !

Oh, actually I am going back early to college to do my assignment. But since I have got here, non of assignment that I do. Maybe because I am hungry or tired. Right now I really want to have a 'gulp' of cold water to make me feel refreshing. Really crave for it !

Ah, a glass of ice lemonade will be just enough for me!

A Copycat ?

2011-02-02T20:28:00.000+08:00

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I am having a problem to elaborate my assignments. I have got the facts from the internet but I do not know how to elaborate it. Should I just copy the articles but in my own sentence ? Or should I just mix the articles from different sources so it does not look like a copycat ? But it is still look like it. Hmmm.

This assignment is easy but it is just my pride that do not want to copy the articles. Of course I will not copy it 100% but still copying right ? . Haha, I think this situation occur because I had a debate about a copycat about 2 weeks before. So, it has affect my mind a little bit.

So far, I have got all the materials for my individual assignment. Now, I just need to find the suitable environment to start typing my assignment. After this holidays, my group assignment will be held on week 7 or week 8. I hope everything will going smooth and great. InsyaAllah.

Artistic

Welcome February

2011-01-31T23:55:00.000+08:00

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Goodbye January and welcome February. If you read my main blog, January is a special month for me because there is 3 date of birth that important to me which is my mom and my 2 sisters.

This second month in a year, also bring an important date to me. The memories that create by itself for almost 5 years will never fade away because it keep dancing in my mind. My beloved person date of birth, also a date that stick us together until a year ago. We still doing good. Perhaps. InsyaAllah.

February is an unique month. It has 28 days in normal year but in leap year it has 29 days. So I guess the person that born on 29 February is a special person. This is because if he or she celebrate birthday in a normal year, they will celebrate it on 1 March. Only 1 in 4 years, they will celebrate birthday on their truth date which is 29 February. So that's mean they have 2 different date as their birthday !

p/s : February is also known as a 'Love month'

Lazy

2011-01-31T16:41:00.000+08:00

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As a normal student, of course I have got a lot of assignment to do. When the semester 4 is open, I build my new spirit as usual which is to do my assignment well without wasting my time doing anything else. This semester is fun and less tension than last semester. I think.

This is because, I have got all my assignments in the first month. That is mean, I have a lot of time to arrange my schedule so I did not get mess up. Oh, I am starting boring because I am using fully English. My bad. And I do not think my English is good. Damn it.

I really want to continue this blog but I need a spirit from myself. Sometimes I just feel down and start to be in a bad mood. Maybe I just need to be myself in this blog instead of being formal. Do I look like a formal person ? Oh, I am worry about my MUET.

Back to assignment, now I am at home and not doing my assignment. Such a lazy girl ! Sometimes, I disappointed with myself.

Second Blog

2011-01-31T16:18:00.000+08:00

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This is my second blog after Aku.Tak.Biasa. The reason why I'm doing this second blog is to post all my entries in English as my preparation to take MUET this semester. I would like to practice on my writing, grammar, reading, listening and speaking skills.

Maybe I will just translate my entry from my malay blog to this blog as a first step or maybe I will write about MUET's tips or anything else. I did not decide it yet. This blog will be fully English writing, means there is no short form because I would like to increase my writing skills.

If there is anything false, please correct me. I do know English but I want to improve my grammar and also build my confident to speak in English in my daily life. That is all for my first entry for my second blog.

Never stop learning